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I Hate Flowers

by Coxido

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1.
Supertired 03:19
I was in the park, I didn't want to come back home. The flying fish were asking me where was I a year before I was surrounded by people that used to make me feel alone But now that they're gone I think I'm feeling a little more I know my friend that you've been hating everyone, but I can tell you the worst is yet to come, cause I've been there: You'll be tired of even caring about them I know you hate your teacher, you fear becoming someone like him, You're not part of the planet your classmates are living in, You'll become supertired just as me I know my friend that your classes take so long and when you skip them you always think you're wrong, Yeah I've been there: They say life is unfair, But they work to keep it like this, You'll be tired of even complaining about it
2.
For months I've lived beside a building in yellow and white, carrying the weight of books of mine - or was it the weight of the time? - such a literary life, dude. Get out of here If in my dreams I paralyze and panic wishing to go back to this boring real life it means that maybe sometimes I want to be beside you, dear. But not forever Beside this building in yellow and white I realize I'm always late but in the end it's okay, it is the best way to revenge myself of everything. (permaneço fechado às janelas. Para o blackout, serei incansável. Que me odeiem lúcidos e radiantes. Que íris alegres ateiem fogo. Cubram logo este amor com uma peneira, só tenho forças para olhá-lo aos poucos enquanto durmo*) *Frêmito-genitália - Pedro Dziedzinski
3.
Normal Guy 02:48
I woke up this morning trying to fix my life, I'm making a coffee, I'm going into the park I'm wearing my sports shirt, I'm putting my running shoes, I feel so athletic, I'm wearing my sports hat too I wonder if this sounds weird to you Sometimes I need to turn myself into a normal guy Cause it's hard to be a junkie all the time I woke up this morning trying to fix my life. It's only 4pm, I guess I'm doing it right. I'm getting my food, I turn on the microwave, a minute or two, I never know what's enough I wonder if this sounds weird to you The cups in my room mean I'm doing good Sometimes I need to turn myself into a normal guy Cause it's hard to be so healthy all the time
4.
Morning 02:16
Wish I could see you sinking in the morning I want us to be slaves of the salvation daylight The shining square is coming from a million miles only to shine your fears and shine your red-striped blanket And I'm putting birds in the lonely cages so I can easily free my self for this life Can’t you see that only irony leads the changes? We should come back to sleep and laugh at the ones that fight
5.
I've been thinking about a friend of mine that was like a brother for me He once fell out the mountain rocks, unfortunate boy now lives in heaven Because he thought that he could fly, I know this because he once confessed it to me And I didn’t care much that time, I was only thirteen But now I'm thinking about what he said and I'm tempted to believe What if this madness is coming for me now? I've been waking up and checking my head every day I slap my face, message something stupid to you I'm okay But maybe going mad is becoming paranoid as I am Oh, should I try too? I'm listening to the songs he used to like and I'm feeling everything Maybe there's a shining god that would put wings on me Sinestesia is the power of energy I'll transcend to the dimension portals of chemistry What if this madness is coming for me now? I've been waking up and checking my head every day I straight myself up, I open and close the fridge I'm okay But maybe going mad is becoming paranoid as I am
6.
Carnival 03:22
I know that we could dance all night to the songs we used to hear in 2005, But I just couldn’t stay there with her in the dark, So I came back home from the carnival I know that I was expecting to see her tonight but across the room her eyes can explode me in a second. I tried to escape but the smoking area was a little too tight, So I came back home from the carnival
7.
The voices are saying I could only reach her if I get in the streets and look for But I'm asking myself if they're even considering that I'm the one who can skip the rituals I sit in the sofa, I trick with the tables, I spill a cup of water in the carpet of time, I smile to the door and the door smiles back to me, the life living room looks just fine I knew you were coming, the stars first told me, Even though they say this every night. It took a long time, I should have realize your eyes are such an easy thing to find
8.
Moaning 03:16
I don't want you to be that word that will jab my stomach when I'm in the streets I'll make the efforts for no one to hear me closing my eyes and moaning so quietly How long I'm trying not to remember how much I loved you? I don't really want to cross the line, I don't want to run after I finish. I'm sure that my friends would be so pride Even though I'll never feel it, no Can I objectify my words? Or objectify my mechanisms?
9.
Bad Broccoli 02:16
If I had to choose one between you and my car, I'd choose my old friend He really cares about me Bad broccoli If you wanna fight, say it out loud to me Cause I can’t only see I’m the evilest monster And you're the one that I need Wish I didn’t hurt you But the truth's so clear I'm the evilest snake And you're the fruit that I need Bad broccoli
10.
I know you've been recovering from this thing I've been with you, But still there are wounds: the heavy air your house have is still with us I'll come back home alone again I'm fine, I swear But thoughts keep coming as it always been I remember the time the wind used to blow so much deeper than now with no weight at all It used to carry all my passion and the smell of my clothes so much deeper than now with no weight at all I’m not afraid to idealize, the problems were smaller but they hurt the same It doesn’t comfort me but someday I'll be missing today

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all tracks played, recorded and mixed by Coxido/Felipe Brandão between the end of 2017 and january 2018.

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released January 31, 2018

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